
Sitting here in the warm sunshine looking out over the vast vista of central Alaska, I find myself surprised at the way this place has begun to pull at my heart. I wish I knew how many times I have told people that, “Alaska is okay, but it is not home”. Now I wish I could say that is completely true.
Home. What a simple sounding word. So many common sayings pop into my mind like; “Home is where the heart is”. How I wish it were that simple. But what if your heart is in two places? It is a sad and sometimes lonely feeling to gaze into the distance and think of loved ones who are so very far to the south. Yet, a joyful feeling is also intermingled within me to see the joy and adventure on the face of another who is also so close to my heart.
Home. Will it ever be a simple choice for me? I don’t know. But for now it is here in the heart of Alaska, a beautiful place that I have found myself loving for its wild beauty and vast distances, even though it is much too great a distance from the place I originally called home.